There are two moments in a defense attorney's career when they are absolutely helpless: after finishing closing argument and placing the case in the hands of the jury, and after making your final pitch to the judge during sentencing. One doesn't necessarily follows the other, which makes the sentencing hearing even crueler.
In preparing for sentencing, one must always consider the posture of the case. Is it time for acceptance and an apology, or is there a vigorous appeal planned? Can the attorney and the client walk the narrow line between both and embrace both seemingly opposite concepts?
In the sentencing that I wrote about in an earlier blog post and concluded this month, we were so flabbergasted by the verdict based on what my client and I considered a complete paucity of evidence and exculpatory testimony from multiple cooperating government witnesses, an apology and acts of contriteness seemed to me to be downright hypocritical. This was a case that was going to be and is being vigorously challenged on appeal.
After going through the distasteful legal calculus of the federal sentencing guidelines, it came down to my client's allocution (his statement to the judge) and then mine. I necessarily went last so that I could clean up any errors or misstatements my client made (but he did fine).
When the judge- a fine and fair trial judge- asked me for my recommendation on sentencing, how could I impress upon him that no sentence (in my opinion) was fair?
Dr Atul Gawande, MD., is a Harvard educated physician who brings a philosopher's inquisitiveness to medicine and life. In his wonderful book "Complications, a Surgeon's Notes On an Incomplete Science" he tackles the topic of intuition.
What is intuition? Is there a scientific explanation for that feeling we all get, that often turns out to be true? How many times have we said "I have a bad feeling about this" just before disaster strikes?
As trial or even a simple court hearing unfolds, decisions made by the participants take the case from fork in the road to fork in the road until, despite our best efforts as defense attorneys to control events and prepare for everything, we are confronted with something unexpected.
It helps at this moment to have a feeling about what will work. Intuition.
Dr. Gawande's writes:
"It's because intuition succeeds that we don't know what to do with it. Such successes are not quite the result of logical thinking but they are not the result of mere luck either."
I reached that fork in the road when the sentencing judge asked me for my recommendation as to a sentence. I had made all the legal arguments. I had succeeded in knocking out much of the prosecution's unseemly request for a prison sentence two to three times what was anticipated if he had pled guilty prior to trial. (I will address the "trial tax" and how we punish people for going to trial in a subsequent post.)
I tried to read the judge, but despite his earnest look, I couldn't tell much. I can do this with some effectiveness at a poker table and with witnesses and opposing counsel in trial, but this judge was just looking at me, clearly interested in what I had to say.
I decided not to grovel. The guidelines had been reduced, and my client needed an advocate that was unbroken in his belief that his client was innocent and that the fight would go on:
"I can't give you a recommendation judge, based on this evidence" I said. My client had voluntarily walked away from his employment where the crime took place after six uneasy months, and years before the FBI ever opened an investigation.
"How do you sentence a man who walked away from the crime and didn't profit from it and made prompt restitution- years before the criminal case was brought- when alerted to the fraud? How do you sentence a man that the government's own witnesses said they hid their crimes from? That's why they gave you the lifetime appointment your honor. Beyond advocating for the lowest end of the guidelines, I cannot bring myself to ever say my client deserves to be incarcerated."
The Judge sentenced my client to the lowest end of the reduced guidelines, and now we are concentrating on the appeal.
Unlike our (perhaps unrealistic) view of medicine, criminal law is often very intuitive. It is an amalgamation of human nature and legal statutes, and a defense attorney often is reduced to giving the client advice on how those two intersect: "I know you panicked, but that second shot really hurts our self defense claim once the assailant was down."
I have an optimistic view of my clients. I have rarely met one I did not like or could not find common ground with. But when a defendant in a white-collar case gets sentenced to prison, a defendant who like me is a professional and has a family depending upon him, the blow of a prison sentence is an unusually hard one to weather.
Unlike the clinical training of doctors that teaches them to separate themselves from a patient's suffering or fears so they can operate or treat the condition, lawyers have no such training. We see lives ruined everyday for nothing more than bad decisions that have turned tragic.
My client was sentenced. His mother and sister cried. I felt awful. He did fine and we all walked out of court to fight another day on the appeal.
I spoke in my initial post on sentencing about the pain of losing. About how all the wins blend in, but that I can acutely recall the smallest details of each loss. And how I carry those losses, some decades old, to this day. My client this month joins that unenviable list of clients for whom I could not derail the mammoth train bearing down on him called The United States Of America. It's a daunting task.
But the fight is worth it, and I try and remind myself that the measure of a man is not how many times he is knocked down, but how many times he gets back up.
PLR.
Monday, October 27, 2014
Tuesday, October 7, 2014
MY BIG RED TRUCK
Most of my colleagues drive Porsches, Mercedes, Lexus or similar luxury
automobiles. Somehow there arose a tendency to judge a lawyer by the car she
or he drives . I think it started in the early 1980’s when the proliferation of
drug cases brought with it an infusion of cash, which in turn not only built a good part of
Brickell Avenue, but resulted in Miami getting a hit TV show (Miami Vice) and
lawyers walking around with ten and twenty thousand dollar (or more) gold Rolexes on their wrists. Once
the watch was on, and the new suits and shoes and fancy briefcases were purchased,
the next item a lawyer needed to announce their success was the Porsche or Mercedes. People would naturally think “Wow- that
lawyer must be successful, they drive a Mercedes” as if the price of a car
related to the skill of the lawyer. Of
course the price of a car has as much to do with an attorney’s trial skills as
does their suit or watch. But one thing
I have learned is that first impressions matter.
Which brings me to my big red truck. It was 2005 when I was
about to have my first son and my prior car was coming off a lease. And yes for
the record, it was a Mercedes Convertible. I never said I was less shallow than
my colleagues driving Porsches and wearing Rolexes, just more reflective about
what this all means.
I had (reluctantly)
turned my Mercedes in, and was driving around with my very pregnant
wife and feeling a bit uneasy about the future. What I knew for sure is that
while I felt as prepared for fatherhood as any new father could feel, I was not
prepared to drive a Mini-van. As we drove from dealership to dealership and I
was feeling worse and worse. Then we drove by a Nissan Dealership and there in the
window was a Big Red Truck. I shouted for my wife to stop and pointed and she
replied as you might expect: “Are you crazy?”
But my retort took the day: “We are having a boy and what
little boy doesn’t want a big red truck?, and I became the proud owner of a big
red Nissan Titan pickup truck. If only the guys on the docks in Sheepshead Bay, Brooklyn
where I worked on fishing boats could see me now!
I enjoyed my Big Red Truck for many years and eventually
came to enjoy life without a car payment. Then in 2011 I unexpectedly and
suddenly lost vision in my right eye due to a detached retina. Suddenly I was
faced with the prospect of not being able to practice the profession I had
trained my whole adult life for.
There is a carefully orchestrated ballet when I am at the
podium cross examining a witness. One eye is on the witness, one is on the
questions I have prepared, one is on the impeachment material I have ready if
the witness doesn’t give an answer I want or expect, and one is on the jury to
see how they are reacting to the cross examination. So that is at least four eyes,
and I am now down to one.
The result of my disability is that I am a markedly
different lawyer today then I was five years ago, but not necessarily a worse
lawyer. I have to prepare even more now for court, considering whether a
particular portion of the evidence code will become an issue or whether a
statute will need to be examined or argued. Thankfully in this day of
electronic media, any text can be printed out to any size that I need to make
it readable for me. And because I cannot
move as quickly visually as I once did, the timing and rhythm of the cross
examination is much slower, as I spend more time finding my place in my notes
as my eye moves back and forth between the witness and the jury and the dozen
or so other things I am trying to keep track of. The slower pace means I have
more time to consider the witness’s answer and formulate a question designed to
break down their story. I am less reliant on my notes, and more reliant on
whatever innate talent I may possess for these encounters. And I am happy to
report that I have been on a pretty good
winning streak overall since I lost my eyesight.
I must report, however, that my truck is much worse for the wear,
especially on the right side and the front. One side affect of having one eye
is that I cannot judge distances very accurately, so the front of my truck is
missing a bumper, a victim to one of multiple times I hit the cement wall in
the parking garage at work as I pulled into the space. And that nasty looking
enormous scratch on the right side (my blind side) of the truck is due to me
misjudging the distance between my truck and another truck which had some sort
of truck-scaring metal poles sticking out from the side. At this point, it is just not worth it to
keep fixing a truck that I am going to continue to dent.
For those of you thinking about whether I should be driving
at all, relax. I have the requisite extra side view mirror that the law
requires, and the advent of the Uber App in Miami (the greatest car service in
the world) means that I am able to go anywhere at night and get a ride whenever
I need it.
I am struggling to find the lesson here.
Nice things are nice to have. And clients expect their
lawyers to dress nicely, and drive nice cars. That is just the way of the
world. But the loss of my eyesight in one eye puts the fancy car and
accoutrements of success in perspective, because the most important things in
life- the smile of your child- the love of your family- the devastating cross
examination- money cannot buy.
So I would like to end this blog post by taking a stand
against materialism, and saying I will be that one successful lawyer that
doesn’t care what he drives and has clients who hire him in spite of his
run-down truck. I fantasize about my
beat up Big Red Truck entering into the lore of my practice. “He won this
amazing case and then drove away in a truck I wouldn’t be caught dead in. You
have to hire him, just don’t let him drive you anywhere” I imagine one client
telling another as CNN And CourtTV do
profiles on the brilliant trial lawyer with this quirky habit the public finds
endearing.
Yes, that’s how I want to end this blog post. But I can’t.
I couldn’t make this up if I tried.
You see, I am writing this blog post from the Starbucks on US 1
in South Miami waiting for AAA to arrive because shortly after I pulled into
the parking lot my nine-year old Nissan Titan began to shake uncontrollably and
then died.
So in the next few weeks, if you want a ride in my new
Infinity- chosen because it has the most advanced collision avoidance system I
could find, just ask.
PLR.
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